痛苦化作動力

如果你覺得世界給你帶來了巨大的痛苦，那只是你內心的思想世界變狹隘了。

You’ll make your movies, and you will do your art. And you’ll remember how it hurts. […] Art will give you crowns in heaven and laurels on Earth. But it’ll tear your heart out and leave you lonely. You’ll be a shanda for your loved ones. An exile in the desert. A gypsy. Art is no game. Art is dangerous as a lion’s mouth. It’ll bite your head off.

[里維埃有時會說：「這些人很快樂，因為他們樂在工作，他們之所以會愛這份工作，就是因為我很嚴格。」

或許他讓大家吃盡苦頭，但也帶給他們莫大喜悅。「得推他們一把，」他這麼想，「督促他們去過一種會帶來痛苦、也會帶來喜悅的生活，卻是唯一重要的生活。」](https://reuixiy.notion.site/11cc9131ed4f80509d95fed378a27711)

Nowadays, it seems everyone craves security and a peaceful life. But I wonder if that’s really best. Saint-Exupéry’s “Wind, Sand and Stars” really inspired me. He made me wonder whether a peaceful life is all there is.

The truth of life isn’t a just, shiny beacon. It’s messy and comprised of a great many things. I’m at a point in my life where I have to create works that draw on things that are hidden deep inside me.

Amor fati（其實與下方這點異曲同工，視為無法改變的客觀命運而接受）

正如預期到下雨一樣，學會預期到失敗、痛苦、背叛等等恐懼之事的發生，這樣當其落下，我們也就會習以為常。

愉快與痛苦

心靈的寬闊與痛苦

聊聊《兄弟》！余华最喜欢哪本书？（精神內耗 = 尋找出口；精神內耗 = 熱力學第二定律；「對於不能改變的，請給我力量讓我去接受；對於可以改變的，給我勇氣讓我能夠改變；但更重要的是，要讓我們能夠擁有這種智慧，去區分剛才兩者的不同。」）

人生是一場荒誕的喜劇